Diary

Today I found out that I'm not qualified for applying scholarship. Since I always thought about it and just waited for guidelines for application for months, It just let me down. As I realize reality about society and myself, I regret my past 3 years more and more. I feel like I've missed some great opportunities when it comes to relationship and academic record. However, I quickly decided to focus on all of the competitions that I chose rather than being depressed and doing nothing. I truely believe that this awarness will make me grow up and my life in a few years will be totally different in a good way^^

I\'m so happy of your determination. Life will definitely let out down several times but what really makes a difference is our ability to stand up and try again. You truly are a strong woman. ^^ xoxoT. Cam Today I found out that I\'m not qualified for applying scholarship.>>Today, I found out that I\'m not qualified to apply for a scholarship.Since I always thought about it and just waited for guidelines for application for months, It just let me down. >>It really let me down, since I\'ve always thought about it and just waited for the guidlines for the application for months. As I realize reality about society and myself, I regret my past 3 years more and more. >>As I realized the reality of the society and myself, I started to regret my past 3 my years more and more. I feel like I\'ve missed some great opportunities when it comes to relationship and academic record.>>Correct!However, I quickly decided to focus on all of the competitions that I chose rather than being depressed and doing nothing.>>Correct!I truely believe that this awarness will make me grow up and my life in a few years will be totally different in a good way^^ >>I truly believe that this awarness will make me grow up and my life in a few years will be totally different in a good way. ^^