Difficult to change my mind and habit

Thesedays, i think how can I work until which age. As my expection, I want to work until 45 years old at least. But i need to improve my job quality or English to work until that age. It is hard to have a time for studing Eglish and self development. I feel be ired easily after come back home and can't do anything. I am worring that it is hard to study English after give a birth baby. Of course, if someone listen to my situation, he would think i make up excuse.

[이름], I don’t really think you are just making some excuses. Actually for some very privileged women, they could have already quitted their jobs and taking care of themselves if they were you. You being pregnant contributes to a lot of your uncomfortable feelings. I believe though that being patient and able to withstand your situation at the moment is the best thing to do. Every labor will pay off at its due time.^^ I wish you a lovely day^^ Call you soon…………….. Thesedays, i think how can I work until which age. >>These I am thinking of until what age should I go on working. >>These days, I am thinking of until when could I go on working. As my expection, I want to work until 45 years old at least. >>I would want to work until my 45소 age. >>I would want to work until I reach the age of 45. But i need to improve my job quality or English to work until that age. >>But, I need to improve the quality of my job or my English skills if I want to keep working untill that age. It is hard to have a time for studing Eglish and self development. >>It is hard to have time for my English studies and self improvement. I feel be ired easily after come back home and can't do anything. >>I feel very tired the moment I arrive home so I end up not able to do anything more. I am worring that it is hard to study English after give a birth baby. >>I am worried that it’s gonna be even harder to study English after I gave birth. Of course, if someone listen to my situation, he would think i make up excuse. >>Of course, if someone hears my complaints; they would think that I am just making some excuses.