Do you also consider yourself as a perfectionist? Why or why not?

I don\'t consider myself a perfectionist because I often see my mistakes in my life. However, I try to do my best in my duty. Also, I have a meticulous style. If I have more energy physically, I want to make my life perfect. I know my desire wants to become a perfectionist. But perfection can sometimes make me more successful, on the other hand, it can also make me hard on myself. Especially, when I speak English, I often hesitate because I don\'t want to show people my mistakes. Before action, I always think deeply. When I learn English for the first time, people usually advise me that just speak! It made me hard. I didn\'t know how to express my thought in English at all. I avoided places where had to speak English with people. I wanted to speak English when I was ready to make sentences by myself with confidence. I know people around me are waiting for me to speak English anything. I really would like to conversate in English fluently with people. But It\'s a very hard process for me.