It's too long only for me.

There are three steps in my head until I make a sentence in English. First, I have to think about what I say. The most difficult questions are things about me. It sounds weird. But I don't easily remember what I thought and what I did in the past. I black out just because of my terrible memory. Second, I can't properly apply English words to my sentence. Even though I already know some words, many things such preposition, tense ect. interrupt me. Third, therefore I have to think another easier structure for what I mean. I know most people who study English face with a lot of problems like that. But only for me, it takes too long. While I'm saying, I usually forget what I said a few sencond ago. I don't want a sentence whose subject is 'I' any more. I'd like to write than to say.

Hello there,           Thank you for expressing your thoughts in this composition. i understand how you feel, sometimes it is so frustrating when you want to say something but you are groping for words. I know that it is just normal for somebody who is learning English as a second language. Take it one step at a time. You are on the right track. Just be more patient. I'm just here to help you!  -Tiny^0^There are three steps in my head until I make a sentence in English.>>There are three steps in my head before I make a sentence in English.First, I have to think about what I say. >>CorrectThe most difficult questions are things about me.  >>CorrectIt sounds weird.  >>Correct But I don't easily remember what I thought and what I did in the past. >>CorrectI black out just because of my terrible memory.>>I black out because of my terrible memory.Second, I can't properly apply English words to my sentence.  >>CorrectEven though I already know some words, many things such preposition, tense ect. interrupt me.>>Even though I already know about some words, many things in English such as prepositions, tenses etc. still interrupt me.Third, therefore I have to think another easier structure for what I mean.>>Third,  I have to think of another easier sentence structure for what I mean.I know most people who study English face with a lot of problems like that. >>I know most people who study English face a lot of problems like that. But only for me, it takes too long.  >>But for me it takes too long.While I'm saying, I usually forget what I said a few sencond ago. >>While I'm saying that, I usually forget what I said a few second ago.I don't want a sentence whose subject is 'I' any more. >>CorrectI'd like to write than to say. >> I like to write more than to speak.