What did you realize after all the preparations you have made as a liturgist?

When I made all the preparations as a liturgist, I realized that growing my English skills. I didn\'t have many expectations of my growth before. Its process is really meaningful for me, but it was quite stressful. As much as has bigger stress, I could more focus on my tasks. I didn\'t have enough my own time to practice because I usually spend time with my daughter. So I tried to practice every moment with prayer. I am proud of myself. I felt achievement through this process. And also, I am grateful to keep in mind the Bible scripture reading. Probably I read this almost one hundred times this scripture. It does mean simply reading the Bible. While I\'m reading the Bible scripture, I could think of Jesus\' heart. my coughing still bothers me. Fortunately, I can\'t forget prayer because I have a tough time. I trust God who is perfect. I\'m looking forward to reading the Bible in front of people. I will remember that what I show people is not me, but God. God will work it. Thank you!